Defective Love 01 (RuiXJin and KazukiXJin)

Author: Riyu-sama
Chapter/s: 01
Chapter title: The reality episode
Pairing/s: KazukiXJin
Band/s: ScReW
Warning/s: Swearing maybe?
Synopsis: Jin had always loved his Rui-senpai, no matter. Has always adored and cherished the older but, will that be enough even if the older were to start abusing and using his body in the wrong ways?
Notes: Ah, I changed the title because it looked/sounded nicer that way *nods* Also, it took me.. 2 or 3 days? Or maybe, even more? To finish this chapter! *flips tables* I'm proud and happy for it *lol* The only reason it took so long, was because I had to watch Hana Yori Dango again and I had to know which episode was that scene again *nods* So, while writing this, I was watching the live action~ XD Ah, Un-beta as usual..


I sighed and groaned in displeasure as I felt my body crack and creak in discomfort; whimpering at the pain, I tried to sit up my weary body and as I did so, another sharp tearing pain activated at my bottom. I gasped and my body trembled at the sudden feeling.

"How did it come to this?
A sudden voice my head uttered as I sighed, still laying in pain at my position; now blankly staring at the wall of my room.

"It was just one night with Senpai." It muttered again and I shook my head in denial, feeling tears form in my eyes and a sot cry escaping from my lips; I moved a hand to my eyes, rubbing the almost dropping tears away. There was no way Senpai was that cruel; I tried to reassure myself "It must've been from the alcohol he drank." I said to myself, silently nodding in agreement to my words.

At the midst of my scattered thoughts, the sudden ring of my phone's messaging tone echoed through my room; diverting my attention towards its vibrating body, laying down at my bedside table. I stretched my arm as far as it could and my body even bended a little towards the sounding gadget. Sighing in relief as the tip of my fingers finally touched the object; I slowly pulled it closer until, my hand had a total grasp at it.

Hey Jin! How ya feeling? Hope you're better, school just ended and I'm on my way to your place now.
I bought some chips and noodles, so your tummy better be ready.
                                                                                                                             Kazu.

My lips quirked up into a smile as I read my best friend's text message. He's been visiting and taking care of me for four days now; and in those four days, I haven't attended school, thanks to the ache I feel in my body.

Thanks Kazu, I'm just here in bed waiting, see you!
                                                                                           Jin

I replied back in glee to the other; Kazu is the only person who can always give me company at most of the time. Mom and Dad died when I was only seven years old and my fourteen year old brother had to take care of me since then; I guess you could say we're still a happy family though, not complete but still, we have everything to sustain life. Nii-san has a good job and is paying for everything, even though I told him many times, that I can help him by getting a job; he  always refused and told me to just focus on my studies more.

In a way our life is pretty much alright; I have a loving brother and a good friend whom I love dearly of course. Whenever I would feel lonely or sad, or at times at troubles, Kazuki would always be there for me. You could even say he's like a big brother of mine now too.

Humming in boredom as I waited for my brunette friend; I stole a glance at my cellphone "4:44.." I whispered lowly to myself; it's been almost fifteen minutes that I've been waiting for the other to arrive. I pouted in irritation as I heard my stomach start to growl and wail for food; with a soft sigh, I patted my crying tummy "What's taking him so long?" muttering a little annoyed as my fingers started to fidget with one another.

Seconds later, the sound of a door opening then, closing downstairs was heard. I crossed my arms to my chest, as the sound of hurried footsteps ran up the stairs then, to the hallways, coming nearer and nearer to my room.

"JIN!" I heard Kazuki's loud voice, half scream my name as he abruptly slammed my door open. My face only scrutinized up to a scowl as I gave a glare to the other "Alright, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The older apologized as he bowed a few times before entering my room then, softly closing the door behind him "I got.. Uh.. Distracted and stuff." He continued nodding to himself, as he looked at me with a smile then, proceeded to walk towards me with a plastic bag full of food he bought from a convenience store.

"So, how's my little midget doing?" He teased as he sat down on my bed, beside me before, ruffling my hair with his hand "Hungry.." I replied back childish irritated voice to the other; the brunette just laughed then, pinched my cheek before shoving his hand down to the plastic bag he held then, bring out a cup of instant noodles "Hai hai, don't worry Jinnie; Kazu's here to save the day." He replied while, holding the cup of uncooked food in front me. I smiled then, chuckled as I grabbed the food from his hands.

"Thanks Kazu, you're the best!" I said while, eying the cup of noodles in my hands "Well, I may not be as good as a cook as you but, at least I can provide some instant food for your stomach to gulp on." He said, snickering all the while as he stood up then, stretched out his hand for me "Let's go? I know how hungry you are." He said again and I only replied back with a nod before taking a hold of his hand and slowly making my legs stand up.

The brunette helped me by holding firmly at my hands then, softly guiding me down to the floor; he knew how much my body hurt and even just the slightest blunder could make my whole body tremble and shake with pain.

"Alright, now give me your arm." He directed and I did exactly as he told me; Kazuki took my arm then, placed it at his shoulder, careful not to bump his waist against mine as he gave a smile to, readying the next step "I'm going to walk to the door now, tell me if you're hurting somewhere so we can stop, alright?" he added and I gave a nod as an answer before he slowly took one baby step; I softly cringed and one of my eyes closed in attempts to ease away the pain. My legs were weak and they felt like jelly every time I tried to take a step.

After a couple of short baby steps with Kazu, we finally made it to the door; the brunette opened it for me then, we took another baby step to move outside my room "Alright, good Jinnie!" Kazuki chuckled as he then, again messed up my hair with his other hand "Heeeeeeeeey! Stop it!" I argued whilst giving a pout to the other.

The brunette only smiled then, nodded as we both gave more baby steps, this time towards the stairs of our second floor's hallway "Alright, just a little more." spoke Kazuki as we finally made it to the stairs "Phew, now just a bit more! I can already smell the instant noodles!" He laughed and I just replied back with a laugh as well.

"Now, careful with those steps okay?" The brunette warned as I nodded and slowly lowered one foot down. I sighed in relief and did the same with the other then, again and again until we were only three steps away to the first floor's floor "There, you're doing great Jin!" Kazuki exclaimed as I laughed at his comment; moving my feet down to the second step, I moved it near the edge of the step, completely sure that I wouldn't be stupid enough to fall off as I knew my fiend supported me.

"Go go go go! One more one more!" Kazuki cheered and laughed, taking my focus away from the steps for a moment. My feet tried to touch the edge but, couldn't find the piece of cut floor, I groaned internally and moved a little of my weight as to atleast let the tip of my toes touch it. In a moment, I lost my balance and fingers tried to grasp and hold onto my friend's uniform but, the action was too quick and Kazuki only gave out a shocked expression and moved against my body as my hand got to clutch at his sleeve and my body went down to sit on the second stair.

"AHHH!!" screaming in pain as my fingers tightened at the brunette's uniform sleeve. My whole body shook at the pain I felt; biting on my lower lip, I tried to not cry and whimper at the pain.

"Oh my god,  shit shit! Jin, I'm so sorry!" The other panicked as he quickly wrapped his arms around me then, tried to slowly and softly pull me up "Aw aw aw! Kazuuu." I cried to the brunette, my fingers gripping at his uniform "shuush, it's alright, I got you." He whispered softly, as he helped me stand back up while, running his hand through my blonde hair.

Trying not to cry, I nuzzled my face against his chest; fingers trembling and clutching against his clothing as I wanted the pain to immediately slip away.

"Come on, let's go.. Just a few more baby steps alright?" I heard the other say, and looking up, a smile was formed on his lips. I nodded in agreement and let the other take a hold of my arm again and lay it at his shoulders once more "You're doing great alright? Let's just hang in there~" Kazuki chirped in and encouraged; I nodded my head and hands tried to wipe away some of the tears that were forming on my eyes.

"Oooh, Jin-chan sugoi, you made it to the kitchen!" The older congratulated me as he clapped his hands; smiling at him, I tried to comfortably move my body which, Kazuki helped me sit on one of the chairs.

"Now, let Kazu prepare this cup of noodles for you." He said while, patting my head "Thank you, Kazu." I replied back as, I took another one of the noodles from the plastic bag that was now laying on the table "Will you eat with me?" I asked while, slightly tilting my head. I wasn't sure whether the other was hungry or not but, I always loved having someone eat along side with me.

The brunette only smiled then, took the cup in my hands "Sure sure." He replied before walking off to the kitchen's thermos. He placed both cup on the kitchen counter then, proceeded to open one before the other before pouring hot water inside them "Kazu, do you think I can go to school tomorrow?."

The other turned around, looking at me with an arched brow as he held the thermos in one hand while, the cup noodles was in his other hand "Huh? Why?" The older asked, completely shocked and confused with my question; I inhaled deeply before replying back to him "Well, I've been absent for far too long.." was my first statement "And, the teachers might get worried.. Also, bad for my grades.." I muttered secondly before looking down at the table whilst my fingers fidgeted with each other.

I heard the other sigh and as I took a glance at him, I saw him shaking his head while, walking over to me "You shouldn't worry about such things." He said as he placed both cups on the table "Wanna watch a movie?".

Blinking at how far off Kazuki's topic was to the subject; I smiled and nodded to his suggestion "Sure, what movie?" I asked while, slightly poking the now hot body of the cup of noodles "Hmm.. I'm not sure~" Kazuki sang the last word as one of his hands grabbed a chair then, moved it near to mine before sitting on it "How about horror?" The older suggested with a grin on his lips while, poking my cheek with his index finger.

Grunting, I tried to bite his finger but, the brunette was too fast to pull it away "No, you know how I get with those." I said with a pout and Kazuki only laughed which, made me pout even more and get a little irritated at him "Yeah, I know.. How about.."

"Fantasy?"
"Too much, mystical stuff."
"Sci-fi?"
"Too much science, and I suck at that subject."
"How about historical movies?"
"Booooring, I'll get sleepy!"
"Cartons then, maybe?"
"I'm not five!"

The older sighed as he rubbed his forehead; but well, I couldn't help it if all his suggestions were horrible.

"How about drama then?" He asked while, looking at me with an arched brow. I hummed whilst thinking for a moment; it's been awhile since I've watched any drama movies "I guess so." I replied a bit unsure then, I saw the older grin "You're such a lady." . "NO, I'AM NOT!" I shouted to the other before hitting his head hardly "Aww aww, alright you're not!" The older defended as he tried to cover himself with his arms, blocking my hits "Drama movies it is then." Kazuki replied as he was peeking at me through the edge of his arms.

As the cup of noodles were already near done, Kazuki had placed them at the coffee table in our living room; before helping me get up then, walk to the couch. He made sure this time to firmly get a grip of my hand as we made baby steps to the living room.

"So, what movie do you want to watch?" He asked as I was now happily sitting down our couch "Uhm.. Hana Yori Dango?" I replied quite unsure to the other; the brunette only looked back at me with an arched brow and an incredulous smile on his lips "You serious?" he asked again, ow trying to cover up a snicker. I pouted then, threw a pillow to his direction "Shut up Kazu; I like it, alright?" I said while, crossing my arms then,  resting them against my chest.

Kazuki only laughed then, walked to the couch and composedly sit right next beside me; his right arm crawling over and resting itself to my shoulder as he pulled me closer for a hug "Yeah, I know." The brunette chuckled as he nuzzled his body closer to mine. My pout only grew more and getting annoyed to the older made me look away and ignore him.

"Now now, Jinnie, don't pout your lips at me like that." He teased this time, as his left hand wandering near my face, as he let the tip of his index finger poke my pouty lips. "Well, it's your fault.." I mumbled irritatedly to my friend which, only made him laugh and hug me a tab bit tighter "Hai hai, I'm sorry." He said in a cheerful tone of voice, which made me shrug "Whatever, let's just watch.." I said to the other; Kazuki only smiled and nodded to my request then, grabbed the remote on the coffee table "Which episode are we going to watch?" He asked while, directing the remote to the TV's DVD player.

"Ah.. Episode 1 ." I nodded to my answer as Kazuki played the series to that episode.

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"I'm getting sleepy.." I yawned as, I nuzzled my head close to Kazuki chest; his body was warm and cuddly in a way. I've always loved cuddling up next to him in times, where my brother was no where near me, or in most occasions, out at work. "Maybe, you should sleep now?" Kazuki suggested as looked at me while, patting my head "It's pretty late now." He continued as he looked at the clock in my living room.

I turned my head to the wall that was holding onto our living room clock, it was currently 9:48 in the evening; I pouted at how fast time could run when, enjoying a good series. "Can we finish this episode first?" I pleaded to the brunette as I looked at him with my puppy face. Kazuki narrowed his eyes and grunted a bit before, he sighed and shook his head "Alright, just this one episode, okay?" He agreed and I hugged him joyfully as we both continued to watch the episode.


I like this episode; it's the one where, Domyouji goes to school late at night just to save Tsukushi Makino from her fake friend Sakurako. It's quite scary, this episode. I mean, it's scary on how wrong you could be about a person; one day they're your friend then, the next thing you know, they're the ones who are trying to destroy you, and in the end. Your enemy was supposedly the good person who will save you instead.

It's a pretty good plot twist and somehow, it's very realistic also; it scares me on how it could actually happen to me in real life. I could be with someone who, I see as a friend but, the very next day they will back stab and ruin me. Though, I know Kazuki isn't like that. No, my Kazu-chan is very far from that, and even though this is just from my opinion; I know my best friend would not dare to hurt me and so will I to him.


As I watched Domyouji Tsubasa get beaten up by Sakurako's goons, I cringed a bit at the scene; I'm not really a fan of seeing people get beaten up and likewise, beating up people. It just sounds so wrong; and the way Sakurako would smile at their sufferings, makes me sick. How could somebody be that cruel?


But, in the end, she got pissed on how Domyouji would just accept getting beat up and not fight back, because of fear of getting Makino hurt. It felt romantic in a way, on how much he would sacrifice just for her.


"WHY?!" Sakurako screamed to Domyouji as she saw him, just take in all of her goon's punches without fighting back "Why don't you fight back!?" She continued; looking as though, she's going to cry out from disappointment at what she's seeing.


"Why does it have to be her?" She asked him now; I feel as though, she's just been jealous of Makino all this time. Though, she really is jealous; but, beating other people up just to get what you want, isn't that right to do, right? Though, I do feel quite bad for Sakurako. I mean, she loved Domyouji so much, she changed her whole body, from head to toe; looking as beautiful as possible. But, in the end, Domyouji never loved her back; maybe, that's why she's so eager to take revenge? Or maybe, it was also because Domyouji was such an asshole when they were kids. That's probably really one of the reasons, for her revenge.

"Why don't you like me!?" She said, and I felt really bad for her.

But, in the end; only Makino's name was what Domyouji said. As, I watched Sakurako cry out; I hugged Kazuki's arm tighter. For some reason, this scene was my favourite; in a way of course. The brunette pulled me close and hugged me tight as we both continued to watch.

"That must've hurt." Kazuki whispered as the part, where Sakurako tried to hit Domyouji with a chair; but, instead Makino got hit because she blocked him. "Shuuuush Kazu! This is serious stuff!" I replied in a whisper to the other, the brunette chuckled then, ruffled my hair. But, I swatted his hand away, feeling irritated as his hand was distracting me from the episode.

"I've.. Had it.." Sakurako finally said, before she gave up and walked away from them "Alright it's over, go to sleep Jin." Kazuki interrupted and I pushed his face away; didn't he know there were at least fifteen more minutes in there? "Shuuuut iiit!" I replied annoyed.

"Are you okay?" Makino asked, and I arched my brow at her words. Obviously not, I'd like to see her get beaten up; I wonder if she'd still be okay. "Of course.. I'm not okay.." Domyouji replied, and I heard Kazuki snicker; turning my head towards the other and he quickly covered his mouth with his right hand. I glared at him before, quickly turning my attention back to the scene.

"If I lifted a finger.. I wouldn't have been able to protect you.." Domyouji muttered, and I felt like a little fangirl. He's such a sweet guy, deep inside; no wonder Makino would fall in love with him too. As it went on, I felt Kazuki scooch back beside me; ignoring the action, I just kept on watching.

I smiled in amusement as to how bad Domyouji's Japanese can be at times. "Your Japanese is like that at times, Jin." The other teased and I rolled my eyes at his comment; does he always have to ruin the moment? The brunette chuckled as he cuddled up against me, and I only shrugged and let him do as he pleased.

"Isn't it obvious?" Their conversation went on "It's because I Love you." I tried to stop the squeal I was making at their moment; it's the first time, that Domyouji ever said that to Makino! I really do love this show.

"This is so cheesy." Kazuki muttered and I covered his mouth with the palm of my hand this time "Shush, I like this part." I argued to him as I focused more on the show than, the stupid words that came out of Kazu's mouth.

In the next scenes, it said one week later. The next setting was in New York, and they showed a big building and Domyouji's Mother was there, inside her office. Obviously, a much more greater problem was going to come to them; they had to face Domyouji's Mother because of what happened now. Then, another scene. This time, it's lunchbreak at Eitoku, and Makino is having Lunch at the F4's table, with Tsukasa and his friends. Then, the three girls who always bullied her, suddenly appeared with Sakurako. They showed her an old school album, where they were still young and Sakurako, still hadn't done any plastic surgery.

"They're so mean.." I whispered, irritated at how the three of them would bully anyone. I felt Kazuki nod and just pat my head to make me feel a tad bit better.

"What does it matter?!" Tsukushi suddenly butted in, protecting Sakurako, even though the other betrayed her; how nice can this person be? The three felt embarrassed that, Tsukushi stood up and scolded them infront of the other students and just left.

"She saved her, all because Sakurako said her Mom's rice balls tasted good?!" Kazuki interrupted again and I groaned and hit his head hard this time "Kazu!! Will you please quit it?" I scolded the other and he laughed and pinched my cheeks "But, it's late! We should seriously go to sleep; its almost over already."

"Almost." I said while, glaring at him; trying not to close my eyes completely as I felt my drowsiness trying to take over. Kazuki sighed, shaking his head as we continued to watch the episode.

"I'm back." Was what I got to see as the brunette pulled me a few seconds away from the show. Hanazawa Rui had just appeared; he's back from France. And well, that's quite another big problem for them.

"Alright!!Bed time!!" Kazuki yelled as he stretched out his arms. I yawned sleepy as the show episode was finally over; I looked over to the brunette with a sleepy expression on my face as I stretched my arms towards him "Carry me to bed?" I pleaded with a pout on my lips. Kazuki arched his brow, thinking for as he stared at me for a moment. He sighed then, stood up, walking to me "Alright, come here." He said as he bent his body down towards mine and wrapped his arms around me.

A smile formed at my lips at how nice my friend could be; he's such a sweetheart at times. Snickering as I hugged him tightly and he now walked to the stairs then, carefully walked up to my room. The older softly laid me down onto my bed then, took my blanket to gently cover me with it "Thanks Kazu." I smiled, grabbing a hold of his shirt then, pulling him close to give a quick kiss to his cheek.

"You're welcome." Kazuki replied as, I was now getting comfortable and ready for sleep "You'll stay with me tonight?" I asked the brunette, quite worried if he'll leave me alone. I was scared of having no one with me, especially at night; and Kazuki knew about that fear of mine.

"Sure, no problem." He said as he patted my head and smiled at me; I gave a smile back to my friend before closing my eyes, and slowly drifting off to sleep.